I feel as if i’m so complex in the most negatively unromantic way possible. I scare myself sometimes. All these years of terrible things that have happened have buried themselves underneath each other and they lay burrowed — hidden in all my corners. I admit that there is an abundance that I haven’t told anyone, not even my closest friends or family. It’s just too much, I can hardly comprehend it myself so it’s not too likely that others will as well. I’m scared of scaring people away, if i say something, I feel like they would just wonder how a single girl can have so many issues.
can we skip this whole “college” thing and go straight and go to the part where i have a really awesome job and spend all my time traveling?